Dear future Husband,
I wish you are here now.
I’m sorry if my journey towards you is taking awhile. I have gone through a lot of reroutes and believe me sometimes I feel like giving up too, but I DID NOT. I am still here waiting and finding my way to you. So please, don’t you dare give up finding me! I know we will find each other soon! I believe it will happen.
I’m 40 now and probably most people would think I couldn’t be able to give you the best of this world. But I want you to know, that age cannot bound me of what I have for you which is far greater than the best of this world has to offer. The world may fade but what I have to give you will remain.
I love you! And I mean every words of it. I want to wake up each morning with you by my side. I always imagine this scene, where we are quietly sitting by the beach, just staring at the vast sea, holding each others hand as I lean my head to your shoulders. Our faces beam with happiness as the sea breeze touches it. We are happy and contented. Words need not to be spoken to describe this beautiful feeling.
I can’t wait to be with you and be your wife. I’m excited to cook your favorite food. And just be with you every day, every hour, every minute and every second of my life. It doesn’t really matter where we are or where we will go as long as we are together. And when you get sick, I will be your nurse. I won’t sleep until I know you are ok. And when life starts to suck and you get angry, I’ll hug you until your smile is back on your face.
I will be beside you all the days of our lives to support you and care for you. No matter what happens, I will not give up on you. And promise me that you will do the same. I am not an easy task, so please be patient with me.
I’m not sure if we have met already or not. But I want you to know that I AM READY. And if by chance we had our encounter before and I have given up too soon, or if I have hurt you at any point, I AM SORRY. I wasn’t ready back then. I was too selfish and too scared to be hurt over and over not knowing that my own actions have caused greater pain. If you have hated me, well you’re not alone. I hated myself too back then. But as the saying goes, life goes on. We just gotta learn from our mistakes and move on. The lessons I have learned in these “reroutes” just took me. It was painful, really painful that sometimes pushes me to give up. But these also made “me” who I am now. A person who can risk it all for you.
So give me this chance and don’t pre-judge me. I love you and that’s all that matters.
I know you are near. I can feel your presence somewhere out there. I maybe be wrong, but I will never give up waiting for you. So please hurry. I love you so much, and I’m excited to spend the rest of our lives together – through thick and thin, till death do us part.
Your future wife